Melinda crack whore

So, I started speaking in spiritual book stores and churches, and people started asking me to coach. Then when I would be in coaching sessions, following that path, all of a sudden, just this block of wisdom would come in. How did you know that? And so, I kept leaning in to all of that, and then about six years ago, probably more than that, my hands started going up in a session.

And then the woman, and I could almost see this picture of this woman, so my hands were around her neck. Thank you. I feel so much better. Nothing like that.

Just driving on the freeway. And they started talking to me about creating this sacred circle of light. Let me pull over, because I am going to get in a car accident. And I started just writing down what I was seeing, what they were telling me. So I created this program, Sacred Circle of Light. They literally come every week, and we release their traumas, and their imprints, or if they just had an argument with their husband, help them process the emotions.

And there was seven women in the group, and the last woman of this one particular day, I could usually hear them so clear and I could see them, and get the messages so clear. For her, it was like nine voices. And I could have sworn, Melinda, that my body was flung over the chair. And when I got the recording back a couple things surprised me. I have this accent, the tonality, the cadence, everything was different.

It was clear it was not me. And everything in my business has now pivoted to Christy and the Council. And just being really open to it, and vibrating, and creating in a place of joy. Melinda Wittstock: Exactly. Over the years, listening to her or him. Christy Whitman: They, they. It almost chases it away, rather than allows it to manifest. So, how can I have that feeling more, and more, and more, and more, and just be in that place all the time?

Christy Whitman: Exactly. So we can tap into the feeling of success, joy, abundance, peace, whenever we want, all we have to do is ask and let that literally move into our body. We have our own individual energetic chatter treasure chest that all energy leads to forms, anyway. Or fearful of things, or creating fearful situations. So get into the point to ask, first of all, for what it is you truly want, what your soul actually wants.

Christy Whitman: Yes. And then how do you get into that receiving mode? And what you said is absolutely true. I mean, just even in what people say, and how they think, the focus. Where are you focused? And I found that happening more and more with my team, infusing it with this consciousness. How is that person in alignment? And then on one side is abundance, and the other side is lack. She would try to do her inner work, and it was constant like J hook. It was like, mess up.

And it kept happening. And now the people that are in her place, doing what she does, I have full faith in them. Are they human? Do they make little mistakes here and there? We joke here all the time, that if you want therapy, just become an entrepreneur, because all this stuff is going to come up. And the objective is to continue to learn and grow. I want to talk to you about desire, though. That desire is a bad thing.

I mean, desires really are not about the end result, although the personality gets to benefit from it. You have the children you start the podcast, whatever the desire is. The personality gets the benefit of going along for the ride. But what the divines agenda really is, is who you become in the process of it.

And how can that be wrong? I mean, the subtitle for the desire factor is how to embrace your materialistic nature, to reclaim your full spiritual power. I remember I was living in Chicago, and I wanted to buy my first high-end purse. And at that time, my high-end purse was a Coach purse.

And I literally created a story inside of my head, I had this desire for this Coach purse. I quit smoking. And then I went and awarded myself that Coach purse. I have no idea what I do with it, but I gave it away or something. But I became a nonsmoker in the process of attaining that, and I still am a nonsmoker. Christy Whitman: I could go on and on. I mean, I remember when I was in seventh and eighth grade, I would try out for the school stuff. And so, I became a burnout. And that was my trajectory at that point.

We had freshman orientation for the high school. And at this orientation, the palm girls, they were the dance team, and they were amazing. One of the friends that I knew from when I was in seventh grade, and she was an eighth grade, still one of my best friends today, she was on the palm line, and I was watching her dance.

And I was just so excited about this. So I had my whole freshman year. And it was literally like … Again, headed in a trajectory. I found out that the palm girls, they all had B averages and above. And so, when I found out that to get on the palm line, you had to have a B average, I totally shifted. I actually started doing homework, and I started coming to classes, and I stopped smoking weed. I was hanging out with the athletes, I was hanging out with the girls that were into working out and really into competing dance wise.

And the two friends I was hanging out with, one of them was murdered later by a drug addict. Christy Whitman: Talk about a big spiritual breadcrumb. Christy Whitman: Oh, yeah. I mean, again, I started becoming consciously aware at But we all have the ability. But the desire is what got me. It was like a desire in me to understand this connection to life, which I did not have at the time. That desire led me on this journey, to literally learn how to meditate, and attracted to me the information that I now teach on the universal laws.

And always is a desire that birth something new. I literally witnessed my father who retired at 85, he was the hardest working person. He was an entrepreneur, he was a mechanical engineer, had his own business. He expected things to fail, he expected things to go wrong. And I remember going in his office with my mom when I was little, and I would read these things.

The spiteful, unhappy, entirely bitter people. The ones whose insecurities and unfulfilled dreams rotted inside of them like old fruit. The ones who never realized how transparent they were - how petty their actions - how haggard their entire beings.

The ones - who ended up in my writing. It started with a 2nd grade teacher. The guy who berated me in front of the entire class because I'd answered his question "What do you want to be when you grow up? A week later, I wrote my first tall tale - about a mean teacher who turned into a vegetable - and named the character "Mr. English," with glee. At the crappy buffet where I bussed tables, the foul-mouthed, food-slopping regulars became the carnival sideshow in a screenplay. And at a recent office, the bully who assumed her McMansion and big title somehow made up for the seething bitterness that spewed from her mouth onto every staffer "lower down on the totem pole" These were my difficult situations.

My grimy opponents. Those toxic personalities that we must all, unfortunately, face. Because they fill our world - just as the uplifting, inspiring personalities do. And - because they exist - because there is no turning a blind eye and just "wishing" them away Why not funnel the desire for vengeance - into a virtual impaling of them on the tip of my pen? As writers Lloyd Kaufman and Joe Ritter so eloquently wrote in their campy, , comedy-horror flick: "Melvin was a 90 pound weakling.

Everyone hated Melvin. They teased him. They taunted him. They tormented him - until he had a horrifying accident and fell into a vat of toxic waste.

And maybe - the initially-ridiculed storyline, which became a cult classic and spun off into film sequels, comic books, graphic novels, animated TV series, stage musicals and superhero figurines with vomit green skin and face pustules And much - in the way of earnings. Which, as the saying goes, is the ultimate payback. Because: "Living well is the best revenge.